You drive me insane.
You make me want to think unthinkable thoughts
Whenever I’m around you I want to cry
Whenever I see your face I just want to fall to the ground
Break into tears
I love you
And when ever I look into your eyes I see cold dark blackness
Uninviting and unwanted
But I know you love me and I know you want me to love you
I just can’t
I miss that feeling we once had
When I was younger and didn’t know what was wrong or what was right
Now I do and I realize
Who you are
What you wanted
And how much I love you
I love you with all my heart
But it’s just hard
And I will never think of you the same way as when things were right


 
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