This poem was written by my friend Vic about the way i feel sometimes, so i
need to write it somewhere! She got it totally right!

The color of his skin
the personality in his head
the taste of his kiss
the way we kissed

The way he sees the world
the way he senses something's wrong
the way he feels
The response, "i'm fine"

The way i'm alone
the helplessness over life and love
The lights out... people
The person he is now

He's strangling me with love
i can't breathe
i wasnt nothing to do with him
i choked

I don't know why
"i swear, i'm fine"
All this time
Someone to hold

Connect with him
change him
feel him
love him

Let me breathe
let me escape
let me be me
let me be with the old him

take your jacket off of me
don't touch me
i don't talk aloud
one piece inside of me

I will always love him
I will never be able to love him
we're different
he's different

I fight
i scream
reach
inside

I try to understand- linked hands
it doesn't matter- lips touched
Why do i let him- rubs my knee
why can't i love him... pulling away

silence
 
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