i slit my wrist 
watch the blood trickle 
down my dark/pale skin
as the knife makes it's way
up to my throat
it has a mind of its own
i think for a while
do i want to do this?
am i worth living?
im debating
all those times when you turned
me down
when my parents fight
is this where i want to be?
as my hands make it's way 
down my throat 
i think 
do i really want to do this?
some one help me
im living my life in vain
help me erase all of this pain
 
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