Im not suicidal
I tell myself
Im not a steriotype
I hope and hope
But telling myself this
doesnt mean its true
I just want to be happy
i really do
I dont want to tell people
When I dont feel right
And when i do
I hear about it every day and night
I used to think suicide was dumb
But now i get so mad i have to flush all my pills
Ive canned at least 3 razors
And at night i cry until im numb
Im not suicidal
Im not a steriotype...
...am i lying to myself?
cuz nothing seems right
 
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