10/22/03 11:30 pm.


I remember the day
I thought things could never go my way
Went to a party in a bad mood
Then I seen this girl, dude
I never seen a prettier thing in my life
And no matter how hard was my strife
I had to have her in my arms
And by her look, away from all the harm
A year went by
Before I got my try
Got to know her
And then realized that I loved her
I had a friend Drew then
Then had my heart broke again
When I realized she liked him more than me
So I decided to take time away and see
If I had a chance
Went to a dance
Seen her there
Looking at her took away my air
After that day
I knew somehow some way
Or another
I had to tell her that I loved her
My buddy left for military school
And I thought I was a big fool
Figured she would wait for him
Even to the very end
So I gave up
Started to not give a shit and getting fucked up
Then she started coming around more
Even come by or over to my door
To say hi
And when she did, I didn’t want to say bye
But I still thought
I shouldn’t have such an easy heart, look at where I got
With my heart broke
I so wanted for me to choke
And die
But all I could do was cry
Because no matter how hard I try
I could never accept my lie
That I didn’t care about her
And that I didn’t love her
Then my sister Amber
Convinced me to go and talk to her
So I did
And I’ll never forget
On how happy I was
She didn’t talk to me because
She liked me
And she didn’t think I liked her, as if she couldn’t see
So one day
I quit being afraid
And asked her out
Heard her answer and had a crying spout
Because she said she would
And I told her I would do anything I could
To make her smile
Because if she didn’t I would die
So here we are
4 months, seems so much more to go, so far
And as I read through our letters, seems so much farther
Thinking why bother
She saying at one time
And for some reason I’ll never understand why
Drew was supposed to go before me
So many tears are now falling I can’t see
She tells me not to worry
But it all seems so dirty
That if one day he comes back
And he likes her, my hearts going to snap
In 2
She says she will marry me
But I still can’t see
What he had that I didn’t
It all seems so distant
I still cry
About how I told her that lie
And if she didn’t ever trust me again
That it would be the end
But no matter what
I’ll be sad but
I can’t forget those glistening lips
And the way she moves and dips
Her heart
It tears me apart
That she don’t love me all the way
But hopefully one day
She will
But I won’t be happy till
I know she loves me
And no one else better than me
I don’t mean to be
So bitchy
But I love her so much
Never forget that touch
And that look
And al my breath it took
When she looked in my eyes
And realized she wasn’t telling no lies
When she said she loved me
And so at 12:03
And I couldn’t see
For my tears
Are flowing with my fears
I’m going to end this
And say I love you Myranda, please don’t forget this

 
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