Hurt me, darling, go ahead - hit me again
What difference does it make? i already wish i was dead
Go ahead and do it, a knife though my heart
I know i was worthless from the start
Pain is what i wish for now
Can you give it to me somehow?
Do it now but do it slow
I want all my agony to clearly show
Show everyone what they have done
Just for a laugh, for what they thought was fun

Look at me, and the Anguish inside
Tell me the truth, forget your pride
Do i still look beautiful, like i did before
I can't even look at myself, it just hurts so much more

Lie to me, tell me im okay
To drop the pills, and to put the knife away
But the noose is calling me, i know it well
It's always been here to save me from hell
Take it from me, take the blade
Then thrust it into me, and let my screams fade
No one needs to know what happened today
No one hears me anyway

Look at me, i'm standing here
Scared to death of my lingering fears
Lie to me, tell me they're not real
Show me what it means to feel

Hurt me, darling, just hit me again
It will not bother me, pain's become my friend
I know you long to hurt me, in your eyes i can see
All those terrible things you thought of me
I know you weren't expecting me to agree
I gave you the knife, so now SET ME FREE
I can't take it anymore, they just don't care
But i'll make them see that what they did was unfair

Haven't i been sincere? Haven't i been true?
Never did they care, not until i was through
Haven't i been nice? Haven't i been good?
I must've been wrong, i must've misunderstood

So ask me again, what went wrong
THEY did this to me, for oh so very long
Can you save me, rid me of my plight
Can you save me, and end my life tonight?

 
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