No longer do I trust myself,
to know for me what's right.
It hurts to breathe, I force the smiles,
and toss and turn at night.

Afraid of thinking,
I remain to myself in thought.
The fear of going through more pain,
right back to it I'm brought.

Realizing my stupidity,
leads me back to where I was.
Knowing these feelings,
brings me far from here, it does.

Calming thoughts presented,
I answer every chance of violence.
Hating nothing spoken,
I rest myself in silence.

Tormented screams,
that fill my soul.
Always in places,
I will lose control.

Faces of those that make me hurt,
I see every where I'm at.
I love but hate the truth,
and can't handle all of that.

Love can never find me here,
this place I will be found.
Never having to concieve,
the loss to which I'm bound.

No longer do I trust myself,
to know for me what's right.
It hurts to breathe, I force the smiles,
and toss and turn at night.

 
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