I'm closing everything I've ever felt for you. I'm making a
new start I'm starting something new. I need to move on with my life
and let you go. But I can't do that with out you to know. I want you
to know my true feelings for you and I want to start over and start
something new.

From that very first moment I saw you. When I first laid eyes upon you I
knew. I knew that we'd be together some day. I knew we'd be
together some how some way. I fell in love with your beautiful blue eyes.
Everything about you made me memorized. I was memorized by everything you
did. I was memorized by your actions you were like a little kid. We spent so
much time together or wishing we were. Everyone would say 'how perfect
him and her.' We were completely wrapped up with one another. We both
thought, there would never be other. Well we lasted for a while then you
quit. You said you weren't ready to commit.

Since that day we've been through so much. There wasn't a day
that my heart you wouldn't touch. How I wished we could be together
again. I wish we could go back to how it was then. I don't know what I
did but I know what I need to do. I know that somehow I have to get back to
you. I just can't do it right now it's too tough. I never knew
loving someone had to be this rough.

So now I'm saying this to you. I'm saying that I'm starting
something new. I've figured out a way to let go of the pain.
I've figured out a way that your love I'll gain. Even though I
know you love me but I want more. I want us to be perfect like we were
before. The only thing I can do is to let things go and let it be. Just
wait for you to realize that you still miss me. I'm just going to let
the days pass by. I'll hold back the tears and I will not cry. For now
goodbye to you. Goodbye to everything I thought I knew.

 
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