the pain that you gave me is too much
i have suffered through so much
i feel so much pain
i cant live through this
i dont know how i've gotten this far
but i cant make it any further
so i take all my sleeping pills
and lay my head down on the pillow that you gave me
i let my sad tears roll off my face
and into the soft pillows face
i look out into my own space
and think about all my love and hate
i am happy that after i fall asleep
i will never have to look into those blue eyes and wonder
wonder if we ever had a chance
ever had a chance at lifes happiness
i doubt it when i close my eyes
and let darkness fall over me
my last thought would have been if you ever thought of me
i die right then on that pillow that you gave me
i never felt the love that flowed from you to me
i didnt think you loved me
but i must have been wrong
for now that im dead
and floating around
i see that you cry
on that pillow that you gave me
 
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