i cut my wrist tonight
hoping it would stop my pain
the blood flows freely
but i still feel the pain
i not only feel pain from my wrists
but from my head
i think about the other time i did this
and how i cried for you
i think about how those pills didnt work though
i think that i am not made for this world
not at all
the blood flows even more now
its all on my floor
im getting weaker now
and there is no more
im light headed
and i close my eyes
i think about you
and let tears roll out of my eyes
i cry out
how could you let me go like this?
how could you not care?
how could you look at me
and think its not there?
how could you think i have no love for you
when truly its there?
so instead of loving you
im lying on my bedroom floor
dead as the mess you gave me
 
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