NOTE- This is a true story. This has happened to me, but when my friend
called me fat she did this awhile after i tried suicide. She appoligized,
and she said that she didn't even mean it at all. Another thing is
that this poem also means that I flip out for no reason.


my friends say one thing
and im fliping out
cussing like a spout
i dont know how i could easily get mad like that
but i do
i think about the one time when my friend made me mad
i went into a depression state
thinking i should die
she called me fat
oh! how so define!
i looked her in the eye and said fuck you
i went off into my depression state of my mind
hoping to find someone that liked me
but i was all alone
later that night i took my six pills
and tried to call it a night
then i got scared
i thought of the boy i liked
cried on the phone with the only person that was home
my one friend heard about the pills and yelled at me
fuck this man
im not taking anymore of this
lucky i made it through the night
with only a couple of frights
my heart i found out only beat like 10 times a minute
i almost passed out
but then they would know
all my teachers
my family
and all the whores
i didnt want that
i tried to keep this a secert
i did well
for no one understood what we were talking about
i didnt even know what i was saying
 
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