The words filter through, Hate’s presently the desire
Frustration’s the match, That ignites the fire
Sweat pours down, Anxiety attacks start
Sending pain to my chest, That targets my heart
Temples are throbbing, My head gets hot
Trying to deceive my mind, I’m feeling something I’m not
Hard to breathe, Hands start to shake
Knowing this feeling, Is something I cannot fake
Overwhelmed by the pain, So exhausted and weak
So short of breath, Too tired to speak
Forcing everything inside, All this pain I create
Tears that form, From frustration and hate
Now alone in my room, A new feeling to form
The aftermath of, The effects of a storm
All the hotness I felt, Is replaced by cold
This tortured young girl, Her story, untold
Where there was anger, Now is a hole
Where there is nothing, Once was my soul
I can just end it now, Death’s right at my reach
Thinking to live or to die, And the consequences of each
Wondering when, My freedom will come
Wondering if, I’ll hold on that long
Tears drip from my eyes, Mind going insane
But this time the tears, Fall for the pain
I once had safety, But only now do I know
Thinking of how, I let him go
I once had freedom, I once had love
Now I hold onto, The signs up above.
After I mourn about, These images portrayed,
I think about my act, That’s constantly replayed
I may be deceitful, I may be clever
But even I can’t make, This show last forever.

 
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