She goes to her bathroom right after she eats.
She stares at the reflection in the mirror.
All she sees is fat.
So she is imaging what she can become.
All her life she has been told that she can stand to lose a few pounds.
She knows the danger that can become of what she does.
But all that she cares about is satisfying everyone around her. She'd
been doing this for a few months now, and already she saw some dramatic
change in her appearance and emotionally well being.
Everyone commented in the start of it all on how great she looked.
An then they asked her what was her secret to this weight loss
of hers.
All she could do is smile.
But lately they said she was getting to thin and was looking really sick.
But she was to caught up in losing weight so no one ever again can say she
is to fat.
She remembered in her health class they showed a film over anorexia and
bulimia an what can happen if it isn't taken care of ASAP.
She just ignored everyone's stares and concern looked.
She was in charge of her life and body not them!
But yet deep down her heart raced faster of the fact that this can kill her.

An never live the life of becoming a doctor when she cant even take care of
herself.
As she stood in front of her mirror she begins to feel faint from all that
has been going on in her life.
She wanted to tell someone.
All she wanted was her healthy normal life back.
All this stress and sickness on her heart made her black out before she
could answer her door,
When she awoke she found herself in a hospital bedroom looking at many
concern looks.
She told her doctors and family what has been going on with her.
She told them she has been lying to herself from the start.
And that she needs help.
It would be a tough long recovery but she knew she has the will power of not
to give up in something that is good for her.
This day was a start for a new life!!
 
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