They all look at me thinking that i am so grand
But that's not what i really am
I see myself as nothing but to all of them i am everything
I try to make my curly hair straight
I try to be on time for everything and never be late
I try to match well so i don't displease you
But what about me what should i do
I ease my pain by just the slightest cut
when you ask me what happened i ignore you and say what
I cut the same place again and again
And i even have friends
but their fake just like i am
i need to get out but i don't know if i can
This is the third night i cut in the same place
but tonight things aren't the same
This time i cut too deep
in a matter of time i'll be in a internal sleep
Never to awake because of all of you
This was my solution this is what I had to do
So i did it now it's done
I can't take it back even if i was wrong
I have a good life now better than before
but i still don't know how i did it i'll never be sure
I actually pulled it off and I like it here
No more pain or crying rivers of tears
so i moved on and to everyone goodbye
Now you know and even i know why
 
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