the pain i get from looking at you is great
i can't stand this fait
it hurts me to much
i wonder why i have to suffer
the way you walk
the way you look
is to great of pain for me too look
so when i see you standing over there
like we were never in-love
it hurts me to much to see true love
i wonder why you can forget me so fast
i cry right there
infront of everyone
they think that im a nut
they think that im not strong
i can be strong if i need to
but right now
the sight of you standing over there
looking like you dont care
hurts my eyes so much
i close them tight
hoping when i open them you will be gone
and that all this was a dream
but when they open back up
and the first thing that they see is you
oh my god
it cant be true
how can you look at her
and forget me so fast
what did i do so wrong
to have to keep on looking at you
and now that we can never be true
so when i finally get home
and no ones there
i think of you
and cry again
i cant stand the sight
of you not being there for me
huging me
caring for me
im hopeless i yell
i cant stand this pain i grive! i scream
so i go into the bathroom
and look at my eyes
the eyes that everybody loves
and i see the red around them
i've cried so long
because i have to look at you wrong
so i take my knife
and poke at the red
blood starts to come out
im crying red
i do the same to the other eye
and let that eye cry
i feel pain
yes i know
but i also feel freedom
for i dont have to look at you anymore
or feel the pain from my broken heart below
my eye sight starts to blacken
but i am happy
for no one can make me unhappy
for my heart will never have to see this world again
 
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