I like it that
people kiss on tv,
It reminds me of
What i'll never have,
And that...
That reassures me;
everything will be fine

It's complicated to
understand why I like
the love on Tv,
Maybe it's because
It soothes me
From the cause of me
never being loved

I love to see the
"happy families" on TV
to show what such of
family I'd rather portray
Let alone have it.

I'd sometimes think
that life of perfect TV
is perfect,
No one would understand
Because I am the only person
That has had been diagnosed
with the disease perfectionism

For perfectionsim is my curse,
But a much-appreciated curse.
My life would be boring without it,
And for that- I wouldnt be able to
daydream about what could be.

I'm thankful for my contagious
disease of perfectionism.
 
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