and it seems as though im letting go
slipping away from my world
ive become so tired
its all become so old
i feel like im trapped
in this shell, so hallow, that i have carved out for myself
so far gone....
and i find my mortal existance seeming pointless
my days and night no longer differ
all turned to a blur of darks and lights
soon becoming one shade
a malevolent grey..
so why is it that i still find myself breathing?
exposing myself upon the flesh of this paper
digging for something to heal these wounds so deep
.. and yet.. they have never seen the surface
emotions are a lost cause
and i, im oh so sick of these thoughts
i want something more for myself
but wanting gets you no where..
when you cant even find it in yourself to keep your head above the water
... you are better off drowning
and yes, i am drowning too
follow my lifeless body to the depths...
and never think of this again





 
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