Why cna't anyone just understand?
Why can't people just leave me alone?
Don't they see that I am a bomb waiting to explode?
Don't they see it's a risk just to talk to me?

Of coruse they don't
It's because I wear a mask.
I'm so dark inside that to see,
You'd need a flask.
I hide my heart well.
Because of it I always dwell.
The pain is overbaring.
he hurt,
The struggle.
The struggle to ignore,
the struggle to nt care.
The struggle to not notice the remarks.
But it's hard.
People see this joyous mask.
For the happiness is what I show.
Not the pain,
Not the hurt,
Not the anger.
I wan tto release my anger on to the world!
I want people to understand!
To understand why I am this way!
I have no happiness in my life.
I need to act forever happy to convince my own heart.
But I know.
I know I am not happy.
Others don't.
I wish they did.
I wish I could tell them.
But I can't.
My past too horrible,
Too painful to think of,
Talk of.
No one will understand.
I wish they oculd on their own,
Without me saying a word.
WHy cna't life just be easy?
In a world where they would understand.
Why can't they just understand?
 
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