your effect on me is great
sometimes i feel hate
hate when i make you mad
so i'll go back to you
pinch you and say im sorry that i fliped
fliped out on you for nothing you did
i'm so dumb like that
so i'll kiss you slowly
and say i'm sorr over and over again
i will then get up
and walk away
to do my other things
i will look back at you
and hope that your looking at me too
and then i see that your watching tv again
i let the tears roll down my face
let my brave mask go
i let a sob out by accident
and i see you look at me
i cant help but look back
look back into those beautiful deep blue eyes of yours
i see then a tear roll down your face
i look at you deeper
and i see the sadness in your face
i put a hand over my mouth
and fall slowly to the floor
i now sob uncontrolably
i think
"how could you do this?!
i've given you everything!
my life
my friends
and worst of all my virginity!
why this why now?!"
i get up slowly
and look at you
so much anger
hate
and love towards you
i feel so numb
i walk out the door
knowing its best
 
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