I'm sick of living in confusion
all my feelings are just an intrusion
into the lives of the people i touch
always have to quesiton if they care that much

chasing all the things that i can never have
but when they come to me, i dont try to grab
people judging me as if i never cry
overcome with emotions i have yet to justify

i live to love but i dont love to live
in fact i hate to live, pain and stress is all it is
questioning their loyalty and if they're worth trust
then i start to trust the backstabbing little fucks

i guess i'll never learn how to stop the circle
of letting minor things become very hurtful
afraid to be alone in my shallow state of mind
mixed signals very clear, the answers hard to find.
 
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