It strikes like lightning, and runs through my blood
freezes my bones, my mind drowns in a flood
a blade to my wrist, my heart is constricted
i look at my scars, self-inflicted

becoming my dad, dependent on beer
and other drugs to reduce my tears
i need no friends cuz they just bring pain
i feel like i have, nothing to gain

i try to pretend that i'm all laughs and smiles
but really i'm 6 feet deep in denial
it's all just an act it's all just a mask
but when i'm happy how long will it last

my heads in a spin, my life's in a twirl
trying to get myself out of this world
my wrist gets slit, my feeling denied
this is the pain that i feel inside
 
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