Lifting the knife to my pale skin
I feal my life is wearing thing
It grazes over my wrist softly
Kissing the skin roughly

The blood follows like an obediant hound
Looking for something that cant be found
My innocence is lost in time
Life no longer is as sweat as a lime

I can feel the blood drip from my wrist
Slowly snaking off my pale fist
My eyes dripping with warm tears
That leave black streaks of fear

My heartbeat slows to a steady beat
I begin to fall from my unsteady feet
My head in swirling into thoughts
As my body begins to rot

My breathing is more hoarse than it was before
The knife lays next to me on the blood splattered floor
My legs flinch every now and then
I think of what my life could have been

My thoughts fade along with my fear
It feels like I've been stabbed with a spear
My eyelids become heavy and they wish to shut
All my life I've been the mutt

My family doesn't care what happens now..
This is something God would not allow

So hell is where I linger, in the dark shadows of the flames
My heart filled with hate and shame

 
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