Just wanna be able to cry just one tear. I beg it of u the almighty. I have
deep scars i carry deep pains. I've slain my chances for happiness. I
care for all i have imprinted my anger on my friends and may have came on
too strong. I've said nothin for to long. Dammit mom why did you make
my life a fairy land. Didn't you know i would soon figure it out. But I
know you wanted my life to be better. Not taken an avantage of as a child
ma. You made me a good man I would kill the man u made me call father. but
dammit i did it for you, to go along with something fake for you was my
biggest mistake. But i did it for you i don't know why, maybe its the
bond a mother shares with her son as a father shares whith his daughter. But
i do forgive you for your many mistakes. I could of claw out my eyes at him
the evil man can be. I could be wrong about what i say just day after day
its just the same. I live with father now I feel less stress now. I stand
ready and waitin to receive hatin for the wrong. I'm a friend and
instead of givin i was takin. I feel so worthless i take my sin to the bank
and cash them in so i try to find little right in my wrong. What can do or
say im no good or powerful. Just ur average Joe Blow. So do you know me now
do upon me and scowl, I would please do i do deserve it. I want the hate im
so use. I want my simple pleasures destroyed. Its sick that i can't
have myself from crazy bitches to annoying slow people. I make my decision
to end it this now. So are you happy now?
 
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