I couldn?t ignore the pain any longerLife was just too muchI never saw my
life in future timesOr happiness and love and suchI?d been to the edge with
the intent to jumpAnd had become happy with thoughts of no painFeeling my
uselessness as an inherited curseI had nothing left to gainThe sun failed to
shineIn my world overcastBirds no longer sangAnd the first had become the
lastAll things good and wholeHad turned and went their wayThey were never to
return to meSo I felt I should just go awayConsumption by hate, to save was
too lateWhere should I turn now?Why do I get kicked when I?m down?When could
I be happy? Or even better, how?Fallen and fetalI will return to the
dirtBittersweet battle withinNo longer would I hurtSmiles soon fadedAnd
hearts followed to breakAs I cried out for helpI cried in heaven?s
sakeRoutinely I criedFor a hand to reach to meI looked blankly at emptiness?
stareAnd closed my eyes reluctantlyBut I felt one more fight, a chance in
meTo save myself from isolationPiercing my lips were words of
insignificanceAnd the end to my frustrationAs time's hands moved on and
onTogether, as one, we grewNow solitary routine you seekYou seek you never
knewTired of times we spend togetherTired of me you growTired of being tired
in timeNo feelings will you showBut in time as your thoughts are evenWill I
be thought of only as your pawnAnd will you be happy or sadWhen I?m finally
gone?
 
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