Why am i tormented only by me?
why can't you all see my flaws?
why do u walk past so silently?
ignoring my small silent calls.
why am i haunted by my own words?
and why are they all by themselves?
why does living seem so absurd?
stuck in my own little hell.
why can't i ever seem to find what to say?
when telling you what is wrong.
why are all of my writings in vain?
writing these pitiful songs.
why won't it end like i want it to so badly?
hoping my suffering will end.
and you all cry about it so sadly,
while these words are my only friends
so how do i end without saying goodbye?
how do i end it all here
how can i end without having you cry?
and still try being sincere.
 
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