I feel like dying,
I feel like crying,
Why does every marvelous day
Seem to end this way?
Oh gods I need answers quick.
What can I do,
What can I say
That will make all my worries
Vanish away?
Help me one and all,
For with only myself,
I surely will fall.
Fall into the depths of oblivion,
Where my broken soul
And shattered heart can mend,
Never again to rend.
The blackness of oblivion,
Reaches out to me,
Do I surrender and go willingly,
Or do I fight,
Fight to my death,
So that all else vanishes into
The blackness of oblivion?
Yes I go down there,
To the place where there is no light,
And even brightest day is as blackest night.
Yes I go where I have no eyes to see,
No way that my heart can betray me.
Quick say your goodbyes,
You have missed the time for outcries,
This is my farewell,
And to all I say,
In spirit,
I shall come to you
And sit by a spell,
Let you see me perhaps,
See how finally I am free.
And now into the blackness of oblivion
I shall go...


***This is an old bit of writing which I just recently edited into a poem
format, please any suggestions would be great.***
 
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