My first Christmas without you
Nothing much I can do
My first Christmas being alone
All by myself at home

This Christmas, I don't want anything
No material things will make me happy
I wont even bother pretending
Just leave me be

This Christmas,
I wont put up a stocking
I wont be waiting by the tree
This Christmas,
I wont care for presents
I just wont care if I don't have you with me

This Christmas
My nights will be lonely
Cold air filling the space around me
My heart being so painfully empty

This Christmas,
will be the last time I fake a smile
Last time I'll pretend
At least for a while

I watch other people be happy
Giving each other presents
Kissing under the mistletoe
While I'm just sitting here
Drowning in my sorrow

I'd be so lonely without you on Christmas
Wishing you were here
I miss you so much
Christmas just wont mean as much to me this year
 
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