Sick like cancer
And occupied with memories
Provided that I’m moving forward
I feel like I’m not even budging
I hate those days, those days with grudges

I hate putting on a mask
And I hate answering to its call
It sounds like the train horn
That will never stall

I want to end it but I just don’t know how
I feel that its in me, but why now

Providing myself with complaints that fill my heart with anguish
I reside in its very place and sit starring for an answer
I hate it, when its here
And I don’t like it when its not

But If I were to make a choice
My choice would not be It.

If I were to fall back into time, I could’ve made myself happier now
This time that has gone with the wind
Never lifted me and forgot to grasp me
My love is the over succeeding factor in all of this
This is why it is still here
But there will be a day that I will be happy again
Hopefully it is when I can turn back time.

Promises are made, but they are meant to be broken.
Places of mystery are at all never ending
I could go on forever, this time should end pretty quick
Hopefully forever doesn’t forget, that it doesn’t promise anything.

I want to feel happy again and I want to enjoy my life
But if it still occupies me and feeds off my strength
I might as well strike and keep my strength
I’m strong like a lion
And I am kind as can be

But if you play with my emotion
I will
Leave you in the dark

I don’t care how it feels
And I don’t do any favors

I will make my last stand
Against something that loves me
I will make my last stand
against something that needs me

I just hope it
Is ready.
 
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