It’s hard to use your conscience,
When your heart and head are in constant conflict.
Peace between the two can’t be accomplished,
So I’m trapped between a hard place and being dishonest.
All my past experiences feel like wasted knowledge,
Because they can’t help me with this;
I don’t know where I’ll be when I come out of the abyss.
I don’t know whether my friendships will continue or end,
I’m trapped in a situation that’s not easy to mend.
I share part of the blame,
And after this things will never be the same.
The only knowledge that can be used by me,
Is that things will never be how they used to be.

 
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