I am crying but you can't see,
Your standing here just smiling at me,
For my tears are only on the inside,
The only part of me I attempt to hide,
You beg and plead for me to let you in,
So you will be able to see all of my sin,
But never will you come into my soul,
Because that is the only place that you could hold,
And take with you when you leave me,
You say it won't happen but wait and see,
Two months from now you will hate me,
Just like everyone else that left,
Then for five more months I'll be in bereft,
Not being able to act in any sort of happy way,
So that hopfully your image in my head will fade,
I'll stay out of school for a few days,
Just to see what people will say,
By the time I return there will be rumors,
Half of them will think that I was murdered,
The other half would be convinced I commited suicide,
For I'm crazy and I gave up trying to hide,
They all know this and use it against me,
And STILL you ask why I am not happy!
 
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