Reflections in the mirrors of my mind
Distorted visions of confused thoughts
The spider webs intertwining
Rolling, twisting, forming knots
So many clouds, no solution for sun
Rain and thunder pound inside
Running around in circles
Looking for a place to hide
So many dusty corners to clean
Closet full of skeletons, forever hidden
Sick of life, the outdoors, inside my head
Insanely drugged and bedridden
Padded walls to bounce of in anxiousness
Uneasy, confused, anger cries
So much going on in my head
Living this life full of lies
Can’t deal with myself or others
Move into the vacant world of drugs
Forgot about clutter and confusion
Content with these numbfilled hugs
Living no life, just passing time
Hiding from consciousness and thoughts
Slowly decaying ability to think
Contently dissolving all the knots
 
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