The stolen pen writes down my painful thoughts
How can I feel better with one command?
You try to help but you leave me all alone
No more alone then before
But now I have been cast aside as well
You Cant stay awake to listen to my silent sob soaked tears
Falling faster with no sound
Just a rush of liquid betraying my sight
It hasent hurt this much before
And I learn that no one else has felt my pain
My head throws forward as I wait for this feeling to pass
Mouth wide open with no sound
Too much pain to breathe and I find the only way out
I reach for the one thing left that can save me from myself
Clicks it and opens
As I swipe the blade across my skin I feel no relief
Over and over; the blood is abundant
Mixing with tears of sorrow createing a cacaution of death in the ccauldron
of my arm
I remember the word from before
What have I done?
What I had to do
12 minuets gone by
The pain slows away
Common words throw at uncommon pain makes this what it has to be
As I lay my savior back where it belongs, I remember my hope of a day better
then this
I know when it’ll be
When everything’s black
Ill be free

 
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