Exploding in my brain,
this life is full of pain.
I am only half living from being so tired
all I want to do is die.
Why wont anyone let me try?
All of the stress in the world is killing me,
Do you think I may ever be free?
Violent scenes of cutting,
racing and pounding through my head,
Right now I need to die in my bed.
But I have to stay here
With a cold life of fear,
Kill Me, I hate this
There is nothing in the world that I would miss.
I want to cut, I need to do it,
Kill my soul and body
Save me from all this shit.

It is time for me to go,
There is no more for me to grow,
get the knives
go right now,
find me a way out.
Should I write to my friends,
what my misery is all about?
Most likely not,
they would all cry.
If they love me
Why wont they let me die?
THAT would make me happy,
since this life is so damn crappy.
Let me Die to Survive,
Will you let me go?
My life is no longer here,
To die is no longer my fear.
 
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