a/n: just so you know... i had already submitted this but it got erased, so
i'm posting it again...

sitting on the floor
hugging my knees
rocking back and forth
tears soaking my sleeve
from the closet
hands creep
eyes watching
too scared to sleep
warped melodies, and harmonies
monsters screaming my name
but to reach out and touch
hallucinations they remain
an ocean on my ceiling
and a sky on my floor
what is a pretend
and what is reality?
with these hallucinations,
my mind is being torn
what is fortold
and what is a memory?
my blood is running cold
lips quivering
fingers trembling
skin shivering
stabbed
by the stem of a rose
bleeding black
eyes froze
from inside my room
it rains daggers
skin my umbrella
crimson shatters
watching in wonder
staring in fear
mindless as a zombie
where i've been for years
falling through water
screaming with no voice
rocking back and forth
insanity my only choice
lips quivering
fingers trembling
skin shivering
non-existent reality
an endless nightmare
and hallucinations they remain
and no one seems to care
that i am insane
crimson butterflies
dance across the sky
and the truth in my mind
is nothing but a lie
pulling me under
the ocean swallows me deep
and in a silent moment
i fall into a restless sleep
a shrill screech
eyes fly open
ears begin to bleed
i begin to weep
and monsters begin to creep
hugging my knees
rocking back and forth
they come closer, closer
surrounding me
scaring me even more
lips quivering
fingers trembling
skin shivering
demons and devils
fairies and angels
the ground collapses beneath
falling again
into the unknown
darkness closing in, again
where i've been
deep below
breathless
suffocating
drowning
and gasping for air
that is not there
and no one cares
and suddenly
there i am again
same place i was before
the same place i had been
sitting on the floor
hugging my knees
rocking back and forth
tears soaking my sleeve
waiting
for it to begin again
all hope is lost
for my hallucinations never end
 
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