Tried to help myself out
Telling inside of me to be strong
My mind is going crazy..
I don’t think I can last too long

I only have one option
To take the pain away
Telling me to take something
To hold out for another day

Bottled up inside me
Holding to my death
Telling me to stop
While I hold my one last breath

I stop and you listen
To what I have to say
Putting my pain back
To make it all go away

I decide to make it quicker
Quicker then the last
Trying to get it over
Spinning around so fast

Stumble to the blade
Solid shaking with my hand
Scared to do what I want
I watch we’re I land

I stop u listen
To what I have to say
Taking the pain back
For just one more day

I thought of a better way
To end my sorrow
Take a month’s worth of sleeping pills
Never wake up tomorrow

Before I take the last one
I write you a letter
Thanking you for what you’ve done
Trying to make me better


I’m sorry it had to end like this
It was the only way
To end my pain, to seal my heart
Just for one more day.



 
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