lying cold and alone
in this dark scary world
no one here to stop me
save me from myself
i cry and cry
afraid, alone, and about to die
i slit my wrists and cut my throat
waiting for the pain to stop
and i shall die
without knowing love
wishing i could live
but now its too late
the phone is far away
and no one is here
alone again
and i see an angels light
as it comes from above
the beauty of it blinds me
and it looks at me with sad eyes
as it shakes its head in sorrow
and i see a tear slowly fall
i look around and its dark
all i see is crimson red blood
my blood
and i cry a little more
only im choking
i wish i hadnt done this
i dont want to die anymore
only i know its for the best
save all the people the trouble
i cant hurt anyone else
i cant cause anymore pain
cuz ill be gone
only not in heaven
because the angel left me
it left a red rose by my side
with a letter full of love
and once again i feel the tears
only this cry will b a deadly one
i have no more breath left
and i know this is it
with my last bit of strength
i write a note with my red ink
addressed to all i loved
it smiply says one thing
im sorry
i look one last time
and i see you staring at me
your beautiful face
the last thing i saw
before i left behind all my grace
 
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