why do i hide this
it hurts so bad
i cry and cry and cry
the tears keep falling
i just can’t stop
it hurts so bad
why won’t it stop
everything is my fault
and i can’t do a thing
i hate feeling so helpless
Pain radiates from me
only its buried
buried deep inside
so then no one can see
it hurts so bad
when i cant do anything
im bleeding from the inside out
and this pain just won’t stop
Just one more time
the voice says
just once more will be alrite
i look at the blade
then at my screaming flesh
it cries out to me
it hurts so bad
the urge so strong
but the knife slips to the floor
and i begin to weep
be strong, be brave
you have to keep it together
for you, your family and friends
you’re the one they look upon
the one they need advice from
so don’t be weak you stupid bitch
stop crying dry ur eyes
it hurts so bad
but i won’t give in
no matter how bad i hurt
i will smile and carry on
so please dont look too deep
im trying to hide the truth
so please just see the surface
the smiles and the grins
so I can still be strong
and I can be the one
that everyone holds on to
when they need a hand to hold
i must be strong
so strong for them
i hurts so bad
but i’ve dried the tears
the sea is gone
 
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