Trying to find acceptance
In a world of judgment and lies
When all I ever get
Is the same fucking good-byes

Tired of the same old shit
All I do is cry
I’d rather just not be here
I’d rather just die

If I was perfect like everyone else
Then maybe you would care
I wouldn’t have to hide emotions
I’d be able to share

Instead I keep it in
And act like I’m ok
When all I’m waiting for
Is that one perfect day

The day I don’t mask my feelings
Don’t cry,
Don’t hide my scars,
The day I don’t lie

That day may never come
I almost hope it wouldn’t
Because I never want
Someone to tell me I shouldn’t

Cut, cry,
Starve, lie,
Bottle it up,
And want to die
 
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