Broken promises, pain,
Sorrow and despair
Are closing in on me
And I cannot bare
To look pain in the eyes
And tell it I’m not afraid,
that I refuse to cry
Even when I don’t try,
the tears fall
I can’t stop them, just like these walls
So close, its like they’re angry with me but I don’t understand
What did I do, Please somebody give me another chance
Or at least explain
My wrong doing to deserve this pain
Its not real it’ll all go away, I look up the crushed fan is broke
I look to my left then my right they’re way too close
Bruises appear on my arm and shoulders
But the walls of despair seem to be getting closer
I close my eyes take a deep breath and pray
Open my eyes, I’m in my unmoving room “Another glorious day”
I look at my arm and shoulders at the bruises that never went away
Now I believe it was real, then why did it end?
Or will these walls of despair be back again?
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