Today is a new day but It feel’s like any other, getting bored with this
life, this routine, I’m sick of always having my glass beam half empty, it
feel’s like everyday it just pores and I’m stuck indoor’s, sitting by the
window I look out in a daze just watching the world around me moving in a
haze, and I’m stuck in some phase maybe I am just a kid but my depression
holds me back, I am so negative wish I could get over that!

Going to school It’s all the same the same places, the same faces, the same
teacher, the same books, God I’m so tired of this life I live, and it’s no
good at home it feel’s like I’m all alone trying to raise a kid because my
moms never home, she has left me her daughter to raise, maybe that’s why I’m
stuck in this phase, I’m just wishing for toes better days but I’ve given up
hope it’s like trying to cope when you got a noose around your throat and
your executioner is about to pull the chair out from under your legs, God
just end thies days, as you whisper your last request as the rope tightens
around your neck

All the worlds a blur and your life passes before your eyes, maybe you got
one loving gesture and then your demise then you head for the gates as you
stand hollow with everything to see they judge you like your not even there
like you’re a flee, and a hand appears you though you were safe but you know
in your heart their not going to open the gates, instead you descend down
ware to experience your fate of burning in hell with satan breathing down
your neck as if it isn’t hot enough yet, your whole life’s a wreck as you
sit in a mortal sweat box and they drain all your emotions but come to
realize you didn’t have any before that’s what happens when your heart turns
cold when everything’s a blur, and you travel toward the light I guess I
should put down this knife, and live what you call a life but close in mind
the scares are there all the time to remind you of a scary ride when you
tried to commit suicide

 
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