you again defeat me
in this war i cannot win
and i've lost it all
i turn to the darkness of sin
and you leave scars
upon my mind
you leave bruises
that only i can find
i take it all purposely
losing to you
letting you defeat me
in all that i do
i want you to win
in fact, i want it to feel good
i want you to take pleasure
not that you should
and you beat me down
while i display an evil smirk
and because of your ignorance
you don't see what lurks
i release my crawling minions
to have revenge on you
i control the haunting ghost
and all that he can do
they too, were tortured
in their tragic pasts
and hopefully god will forgive you
or you shall face their wrath
i target the ones
that will suffer more than we
it begins with the haunting of the ghost
and a mere vision of me
and you become swallowed up
within your own screams
endless nightmares
that will never cease
and the visions die down
as you lie staring blankly
and you slowly enter dark oblivion
aware of your own mortality
and this is my way
of a meaningful revenge
until he poured wrath upon her
this i could not avenge
Not her!
she was so kind, so innocent,
not like the rest
i've been far too ignorant
this dark haunting
is out of my control
hell's fires
are to consume my soul
i've lost it all
will my ghost also hunt me?
his master, his savior,
and all that i be?
will my own crawling minions
stab me in the back?
as i try to gain
the rule that i lack?
i've lost it all
to betrayal and deceit
so yet again, but unplanned
i can feel the defeat
 
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