You keep pushing, controlling me
I try to let go, but you won't leave
When I feel I've had an alright day
You are waiting to end this reign
When I try to forget what you've done
You punish me worse and make pain fun
Once I awake from it all
I feel my heart racing
Your company still near
The only thing now I seem to fear
I try to stay up, constently
Never dose off or leave reality
The lights are always on burning at my mind
I watch the clock atentivly
Relaxing is a crime
You keep my nerves on end
Making sure darkness won't begin
I hear them say sweet dreams
And break down and cry
Cause everytime I dream
Sweet dies
And these nightmares bring back all your lies


 
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