I hate finding myself lying awake at night
Pondering over you and what to do
I believe there hasn't been a night gone by
Ever since I met you
Your name, voice, face, everything about you
Just runs through my mind
Running so much it drives me insane
Crazy insane
I roll aorund in bed from the chills I get
From when I think of the moments
When our bodies locked together
But also I find myself curled up in a corner
Hiding formt he painful thought that we caused each other
I sometiems find myself sprawled out on the floor
From going breathless from thinking how you make me feel
Sometimes I find myself
Covering my ears and mouth
Thinking back on what we said to each other
And me holding back all the things that I wanna scream now
Ever since that last night when we were togehter
I've found myself hating the way I feel
Hating everything we've done and said
But most of all I hate myself for letting myself do this
Mess around with you, talk to you, care for you But most of all
I hate myself for letting myself all in love with you
So now I hate the way I feel tonight
 
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