I look in my mind
everything is there
never disappearing
crashing my smile to despair
I look in my heart
no ones home
this ice cold battlefield
im in the middle all alone
I look in my soul
black with this hurt
being happy is difficult
when your left on the outskirt
slit my throat and try to understand
being so fucked up wasn’t in the plan
I get so lost in this constant push and pull
I look like I don’t care when you stare but I feel a fool
oh Christ who fakes hear this pain
your lie of who pray is happy is driving me insane
lies lies lies
ill crucify myself
 
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