I wish I could drown my pain
In a bottle of liquor
But as I sit here drunk
I realize I need something quicker
Wish I could make it go away
By swallowing a bottle of pills
Because I know that many of them
All together is what kills
Wish it would disappear
With every slit of my wrist
But they linger on
Until my vision becomes covered in mist
No matter what I do
There's no escape
I don't want to wander the world alone
In this mental shape
I want someone to be there
To help me through each day
I get on my knees and look to the sky
As I begin to pray
Please, God, help me
Help me to find a guy
A guy who will be there
And hold me when I cry
A sweet guy
To wipe the tears from my eyes
A guy who I know
Will tell me no lies
All I want
Is a fresh start
I guy who will love me
And mend my broken heart
 
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