I've got so many reasons
To be so happy
But if I have so much happiness
Why do I always act so crappy.

I never feel
Happy any more
Life sometimes
Seems like such a bore.

I don't know why
I feel the way I do
But what I really need
Is understanding from you.

You say nothing is wrong
That everything is just fine
My head never seems
To be screwed on very tight.

My thoughts have become
One big jumbled mess
I'm always so tired
I never get enough rest.

I'm pushed by so many
To the end of my rope
I've been smothered so much
That I'm about to choke.

There depressing thoughts
Are always in my head
They are there from the time I wake
To the time I go to bed.

More than anything
I want some sleep
But I'm sich of this anger
I want to feel glee.

I want you to understand
The way that I feel
One thing you need to know
Is my head is spinning like a wheel.
 
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