The only way to stop the light is to fight and shield my eyes
but by no suprise it creeps into my skull and keeps my thoughts flowing
and keeps my smile glowing
and bleeds all the sickness and feeds all the hunger
till no pain is there.
A star crept in my room last night,
and just it's presence glorified me in the light,
It came to my bedside and whispered in my ear..
all of the things that I've been dying to hear.
All the reasons why you left and all the reasons that you cry,
it told me the whos, whats, wheres, whens, and the whys,
but the one thing it couldn't tell me was why there was no goodbye.
I sat and I pondered these thoughts
as they wandered and
I pulled them as close as I could
and I know that I should just get over you
and let you go but your spirit it glows
and it's fresh in my mind
and it's you I can't find
and I sit and I think as you
puke and you drink
and I'm locked in this cage
as you put on this charade
and you don't even care
if you're even aware
that with every step I'm pulling my hair
and I'm hiding the pain
as I dance in the rain
and I can't leave you behind
and you're still on my mind
and I cry and I yell
as you lie and you tell
and while you played the fool
I drowned in a pool
and I killed it all away
just to find a better day,
but even though I cried, died, lied for you..
you don't give a shit
and you won't quit
but I'm sick of this game,
I don't know where to place the blame,
but the joke is on you,
because I hate you too...
 
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