Every so often
I get this horrible feeling
And I'm suddenly ashamed of
myself
I feel disgusting and weak
And when I look into their eyes
I see the disgust mirrored there
And I see the wheels turning
Planning to prey on my
vulnerability
And I just want to run
To take back everything I'd ever
told them
I just want to be anonymous again
Alone so no one knows me
Deep down, I know they don't see
a weak, disgusting person
And I know he would never do that
to me
But every so often
I get that feeling
 
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