In the darkness falls a figure to the ground,

Where the knife met her heart,
A river poured from my chest
Never again will I live to be the best
Together as one, the knife and the skin

To say in forever, and to never be withdrawn
Opening up my world unknown

Drenched in blood, red pouring from all pores
I see the light coming to steal my soul
Eventually the pain ceases and my mind stops racing

I’ll always fall from the highest point
Living or dead, I’ll always be brave
Locking up my soul forever, there will be no key

Keeping my silence to a yell
I lash away from all that is near
Lasting an eternity what is this life of death?
Losing all hope from escaping the pain

My ignorance took over and it has now won
Yelling and screaming will not set me free
Surrender now because my body shall weep
Everlasting ache that was originally temporary
Life is a game, make sure you don’t loose
Fear and hatred are not worth all my perpetual pain

A droplet of water falls down my cheek
Needing to know that I failed this test
Do I dare not ask what my fate will be

Success will no longer be achieved
Here I fall upon my bliss
Everything that I worked for, I will always and forever miss
De-hypnotize my mind, and let me be free

New beginnings are no longer here,
Only an everlasting end that I will never conquer

Torture and burning is what I feel
Eternal darkness is what I see
Am I supposed to end like this, in a world full of misery
Rage, grievance, and anger flow through my blood on the floor
 
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