Tears fill my eyes
My head is filled with so many lies
So many people I know
Just want to get up and go
Want to slit their wrist
Get it over with
Watch the blood fall off their fingertips
The rosey color leaves their lips
Their life flows out with every drop
The wounds are too big to make the blood stop
They lay on the floor taking in their last few breaths
Inside of their body, there's not much blood left
Their parents come in, find them dead on the floor
They know their son's existance is no more
My telephone rings around 2:00am
They're sobbing so hard, I can't understand them
They finally come to choke out the words
And what I hear sounds completely obserd
Our so is dead, they say to me
It's just so hard for me to believe
I stand at his coffin, dressed in all black
It's hard for me to come to accept the fact
That you're gone
So long
I won't ever see you again
This is the end
I can't take this anymore
I know I can't live my life without you, that's for sure
I pull from my drawer a knife
I am positive I want to end my life
I put the knife to my skin
Deeper and deeper I watch it cut in
I flinch at the feeling of the sharp pain
Tears fall from my cheeks like rain
I lean against the door with my back
And then everything goes black
 
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